| bluespit is the name that a have chosen for myself (ialthough my mom chose shingi e.e).with this, i am well known and i am staying with it. i am... what am i? i..m a strange person, - which in actual fact - people love. when i meet new people, i usually analize them before hand and i am usually shy and quiet (which people that now know me find difficult to undertstand. im not a " problem " girl, im quite boring and calm. i love divertion and having a laugh but that usually happens when sugar takes control of me (sad, i know). i dont get angry easily, i dont fight with others – my degree of angriness depends on the affection i have for that person. but in another way of putting this, dont f**k with me beacuse i dont have much patience. no respect, intolerance or just being ignored makes me go crazy! although i have calm outside,on my insides is where the battle starts (i am not agressive.). my exsitence causes mental problems. i usually dramatize problems –with aout coming back to reality. i am reserved and intiamte. happiness is someting that we all want – and i am incapabale of accepting the worlds uncertaintiys. i hate it when people dont listen to the other person that is talking. i am very laid-back (i only let my bad humor come out in certain ocations).solitary, althoough a im around people i love and cherish, i usually feel that i dont belong in certain places.like i said before i dont usually speak to people ive just met, and i dont know about what to talk... i like to know about everything i can, let it be envoromental problems to politics, astill being a teenager, my ideology bis quite clear.i detest lthe church and most of the things it represents. as principal data i am london-born, but living in andalucía, spain. im in love with the us altough i travelled once as a toddler. still having that moving dream,i want to travel to as many countries posible.. i like to experiment and try new things. my passion is music and writing (about,feelings, hopes & dreams...). as hobbies i have music,photography,make-up and style. i usually get bored of my face and think im ugly (...).i dont just tick one box to musica, although my favorite is indie, hardcore,hip-hop,rap,trip hop etc (...) some say my style is unique, others say its crazy. i love the indie/newage craze but i i put my own "crazy bits" to make it snazzy. i do change the way i dress from time to time, but not my style (as being unique is just me, i hate being like others). im like that,and that way i will carry on, i wont change. people usually judge me for that, but as my head is usually in the clouds, i cant hear s**t. i like to look good that's just the way it is. i believe that each and every person has something special, and they should be proud of it. i have had many influences throughout my life, and i don't regret any of them. i..m a genuine person, so if you think you know me, you know nothing. best people in my life are my friends and family, and they will continue to be the same. i don’t have a perfect life perfect family, perfect hair, teeth, eyes or personality. that lifestyle doesn't exist, and is too over-rated. the people i look up to are those who have never failed me, they’ve watched my back, and been the ones there for the good times and the bad. and im going to leave you guys with this last sentence : "2009 is going to be the year i start living my life, i will be at my prime, and i will make the most of every part of it. i’m shingi, and i don’t aspire to be anybody else other than myself". |
behind the dirty glass
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